indefinite thoughts and vast wishes

May 26
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There’s far too much drama in this world and I have neither the energy nor the will to cope with it for too much longer.  I mean, we’ve all heard rumors, but this is getting ridiculous.  I am especially frustrated by people who think I can’t deal with this on my own, make my own choice.  I don’t have to care what you think, and I’m getting a little tired of listening to it.

I am not a cheater.  The past doesn’t matter.

This is my life, and there is both happy and sad in it and I am still trying to understand why that is.  I guess when you’re going through the things I’ve been through you do some pretty irrational things, which are good and bad.

I guess it remains to be seen, because I know where to go from here.  I’m just not sure how to get there.