indefinite thoughts and vast wishes

Aug 25
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I’m sorry you never got a chance to get to know me for who I really am and not just what other people say about me.  It’s really a great loss.  We could have been friends. You’re friends with my friends, and not with me?  These are people I have known for years.  You’re a sophomore.  You still have a lot to learn about how we do things.

It’s not that, as you say, I don’t like you very much.  I like you fine. What you do and how you do it is what gets me.  You’re friendly enough.  In fact, when you’re around, I let you have control, because I’m anti-social by nature.  I can talk, at most, with three people at a time.  You appeal to practically everyone and talk to everyone.  Why you can’t include me in everyone, I don’t know.

You wouldn’t be my friend by choice.  You’d be a friend of situation, of necessity.

But that should at least count for something.