indefinite thoughts and vast wishes

Apr 08
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I freak myself out way bad.

But I do get to do the song for the preview assembly, which means it must be good.

On a different note: I hate the way I laugh.  I sound obnoxious and I don’t mean to be that way.  I want to be the kind of person that people want around.  Is it too late for that?  I feel like I’m in the way a lot of the time.   I wish it didn’t have to be that way.  God, I miss belonging.

I guess that’s why I like the musical.  People get me there.